January 2010
263 posts
Reflecting.
Tears
flooding my face.
Fuck: -relationships -alcohol -parties -being single -being taken -this year -the next year -dilemmas -this ring -those memories -imperfections -depression -everything
nothing will ever go my way. ever.
I really should have thought this over...
About year ago.
I think too much
Sometimes by Cassie
Lately I wish I could know the thoughts in your mind Cause lately.. It seems though you only want me sometimes My insecurity is taking over me I need to know where we stand Is this a sympton of us falling out of love? What happened to the romance? Thought I was your only one I came second to none I wish I didn’t love you so much sometimes Then I wouldn’t be so mad About...
December 2009
210 posts
“Talk about your dumb thug character”
1 tag
I honestly
Don’t know what to do with myself today. I’m so bored. I’m just kinda sitting here doing NOTHING! ughhhhhhh
I really don’t know what to do…
Reblog if you miss someone.
I got myself all fancied up and then I remembered that I’m not going anywhere today.
I put this on myself, although I know that I’m nowhere near feeling completely better. So it’s better that I stay in today. With my family is where I want to be today. Life is just a little bit hectic, and it’s only break. How did this happen? I was so excited and relieved… Maybe...
i love that
my cousin and i share the same size clothes ! :)
It's the kind of depression that some of you might...
I know it's new years eve
And people have plans… Or lives… But I feel like I’m being avoided. As if my feelings and my actions yesterday got me into trouble. It’s not my fault. How many times do I have to say it before I start believing myself? I feel so worthless right now. All I want to do is crawl back in bed and sleep new years away. I feel so cruddy. Why is it that a week before you come down...
I just want to know it's going to be okay
Please reassure me. Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease;/
Butterfly print
is going to be the new “in” fashion.
Night Tumblr
i should start
visiting my cousin more often.
she’s such an amazing person. i’m glad i have someone to talk to about everything. life problems, family problems, friend problems, relationship problems. it’s especially nice to talk about things with someone who doesn’t personally know anybody i talk about. not that talking to my close friends wouldn’t help. they usually are the first...
I would really appreciate it
if you all just left me alone. Thanks.
Dear
Norma, Bonita, Preston, and everyone else,
I am in no way ready to talk to anyone. I am in no way ready to get myself up out of bed and celebrate new years. I know all of you expect something from me tomorrow. To be with every single one of you. To have these plans sorted out so that I can spend at least some amount of time with you. I can’t. I can’t even pull myself together. The...
I guess promises mean nothing anymore.
I'm not usually
this mad at you…
BUT
fuck you!
I'm know he'll be here in a week
But it doesn’t stop me from missing him. Especially now.
Memories just flooding back. It’s actually a very delightful kind of depression.
Yeah, that doesn’t make sense. But it’s what it feels like.
I've so many things to say, but I don't know where...
(via jamiespartz)
Norma, darling!
How are you? WHO ARE YOU?!
:)
I just remembered that and I started to laugh.
I should have left home.
I really should have.
Tomorrow. Definitely. I’m not going to sit here and take this nonsense.
I may live in a fancy house with fancy things. I may have money and a car, and a lot of expensive and valuable material items. I may live the life that some people wish they could have. And fine, that’s totally acceptable. I know where you’re coming from. Because today I would have...
Drake and Josh
Is what I’m watching. :) I have not seen it in a while… Glad it’s on.
I REALLY HATE THIS
I think I’m gonna cry, it’s so damn painful. I hate hate hate hate hate this time of the month. Ugh.
iPod rawr
itouch app for Tumblr? I should have asked for this instead, sheesh! Oh well… At least I get all access to it :p it’s pretty much mine since it’s my music, my apps, and I use it more than my Brother lol l
Eh.
Hi.
Megan. Norma. Dan. Since I at least know the three of you keep up with my blogs. And thank you all for being concerned when I write things that could possibly worry you. You’re all great friends. (:
In other news,
Write in my formspring? (Only because everyone else is advertising theirs. Haha)
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?712056-MbTBkyobOR
Poor baby
I’m waiting for your call!
doubt you’ll see this until… well, until you get back home after your 60 person party -.- Still… Waiting… Waiting… Waiting…
do do do do do do do…
Ehemm…Still waiting.
“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone or maybe, maybe she was...”
– (via dancetaylordance)
Phineas and Ferb ♥
Yeah, I watch it. So?
I shouldn't have to be
-feeling this awkward -staring at my phone all day -conscious that one more phone call may lead to my downfall -worried that I’m being replaced -worried that you’ll break your promise -disgusted with myself for caring -put down by others because I have standards -hurting because I make decisions that are out of the norm -losing faith in you -writing this list
Well, whatever....
I've calmed down
Sometimes i just can’t take take the lies and pain and bullshit. But I’m sure that goes for everyone. I just don’t understand what makes it so cool to do something so stupid… Yeah, I bet you think I’m over reacting. I’m not. Definitely not. Sure go ahead and do it. Who am I to stop you. Just know that I don’t approve. Maybe if you knew that I was crying...
You break a promise,
you break my heart. Oh, and how I can feel it breaking.
Thanks a lot asshole, for breaking my heart.
I have that numb feeling again